'It Really hurts and I don't know what to do'
I am in a meeting and Stephanie's call tells me I need to get home. Once there its clear I need to get her to the ER for another IV to control the pain. Radiation treatments start in the morning. We can't help but feel anxious.
Wednesday a very painful challenging day.
We arrive at Huntsman for our 930am radiation appointment. Because of the severe pain the radiation is canceled and stephanie is admitted.
Its now 8:35pm as I find a moment to write. The breakthrough pain for Stephanie is still serious.
I can't help but feel, we have been cheated.
Stephanie is here 40 years to soon.
I don't know what to do.
So many things to write........I can't do it today.